Thursday, May 14, 2026

I Can’t

 I lied

I lied to manipulate my way out

I lied to leave

I lied to have my own interest persist

I hate

I hate myself

I listen to my thoughts that I’m better off not

I know that I can’t leave 

I can’t leave my family

I can’t leave my friends

I can’t leave 

But I really want to leave

But for now I can’t.

All I can do is put on a mask,

Remove my emotions and

Fall back into old habits

Blade

Skin

Blood

Water

Clean

Repeat

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